DEAR NATALIE: This is kind of a strange situation and I realize that it sounds incredibly fussy, but it is bothering me nonetheless. About eight years ago, my
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ex-fiancé left and it was not an amicable breakup. In a nutshell, he had yelled at me for the preceding 4 months, telling me that I was ungrateful, did not care about his career, etc. Later, I realized that he was a full blown narcissist. After therapy and support from my friends and family, I am doing much better. Here is the strange part: While cleaning out some old papers, I found a children’s story about aliens that l had started and never finished. I would like to finish it, but I feel weird about it because he proofread what was there and made suggestions. Ironically, he did like it. I just have this odd feeling about concluding it, as if he put his mark on it or something. If I finish it, I would want it to be totally my vision, which it is, but I still feel conflicted. Should I finish it or just tear it up? – MARKED HIS TERRITORY
DEAR MARKED HIS TERRITORY: If this is something that matters to you, then finish it. You are giving this man too much power. This is your vision and your story. So what if he made some suggestions or liked it? Don’t let what happened between you while you were together deter you from completing this post-breakup. He no longer has control over your decisions, so stop giving away your agency to someone who treated you poorly. Reclaim your narrative – both with this book and in your life.
DEAR NATALIE: My best friend has a horrible habit of picking terrible men one after another. Our friend group has tried over and over again to help her get out of this cycle, but she always seems to gravitate towards men that treat her poorly. She is a wonderful person. She’s intelligent, has a great job and two beautiful children that she raised up into being thoughtful, loving adults. She’s funny and kind. I don’t understand why she can’t see that and why she continues to date men that cause her so much emotional harm. She just started dating someone new and nobody in our friend group likes him. Not only is he sleazy and treats her like an object, but there’s rumors about his finances, too. I think he is glomming onto her for financial security. She says she’s “in love.” How do we tell her that he is no good for her? We are in our 50s now. Shouldn’t we be beyond all of this, anyway? –BEST FRIEND MAKES BAD DECISIONS
DEAR BEST FRIEND MAKES BAD DECISIONS: If you have shared this information with her in the past about her other boyfriends and she wasn’t receptive to it, then why would this situation be any different? If she asks you for your opinion about this man, then tell her. But if not, you are most likely going to upset her and strain your friendship. Hopefully, you can get to a place where you can share your feelings out of love and concern – but oftentimes it is the messenger who gets attacked and even iced out. For now, I would keep the peace by keeping your opinions to yourself.
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